Will I ever get one?

I know exactly what you are going through, you clinking, clanking, clattering collection of caliginous junk! Wait – you’re made of meat…

I feel so cold - so empty. I am so far gone I don't think I will ever come back. Sorry Jose, Saul, Jam, Enrique, Arturo, and especially Jeffry. You all tried...and failed. Or was it me that has failed? I guess it is all based on your point of view...